Saturday, May 15, 2021

Hide and Seek

She hid beneath the large oak, rubbed at the dark finger marks that peppered her arms and legs. The aching had not yet started, but she knew it would come.

She could hear Mama calling for her, promising it was safe. Olly, olly oxen free!

She should run, dance toward the soft voice, touch home and be safe. But she couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe.

She’d stay curled in the dapple shade of the oak tree and devise an elaborate story. A tale that would explain everything. One that she would tell for years. One that everyone would believe.

Even herself.

Saturday, April 24, 2021

In the Cards

 This is a true story. I imagine Memère is smiling at this.


* * *


The Tarot reader didn’t look up as she flipped over her cards.

“You’re here for someone else.” It wasn’t a question. 

“My grandmother,” I said.

The reader nodded. “I see one-oh-three.”

I said nothing and played along. Memère was ninety-seven, lucid and still cheating at cards. She wasn’t going anywhere.

A little more than three years later, I got The Call from my mother.

The Tarot reader came back to mind and I thought, Memère made it to one hundred, not quite your prediction. Then I realized the date: today was October third. 

Not one oh three, but ten three.


Monday, April 19, 2021

Girl Trouble

In his bedroom, Mason filled his Batman pillow case with everything he would need while living on his own: two trucks, three pairs of underwear, one box of Captain Crunch and his teddy bear.

He dragged the pillowcase down the hall, found his mother waiting at the front door.

“Did you remember to bring a pillow?”

No, Mason thought, the case was filled with more important things.

“What about a sleeping bag?”

Running away was more difficult than he imagined. But he had no choice. His parents had brought home a new baby.

Worse, the new baby was a girl.

Thursday, April 15, 2021

Much Worse

 In the back seat of a police cruiser, I chewed my bottom lip. How could I tell my parents—my strict parents—I was arrested for shoplifting?

I ran the scene through my head. Dad would shout, tell me I’m no longer accepted in our family, then show me out the front door.

I wondered if any of my friends’ parents would take me in. Or would I have to survive on the street, beg for money and food?

What happened was so much worse.

My father looked at me and said, in a quiet voice, “You really disappointed me.”

Sunday, April 11, 2021

Last Word

 Fine is the classic female response. More warning than response, really.

I have used it often, but the last time I used it is forever burned in my memory.

I punched in his number, didn’t bother with any preamble when he answered. “Can you pick up some milk on the way home?”

Frank’s response was also without prelude. “You know I’m busy.”

I hated when he did that, as if I’m telepathic. “Fine,” I snapped.

I should have said no problem. See you later. I love you.

Anything but that.

I smooth my hand over his headstone and whisper “Fine.”

Thursday, April 1, 2021

False Hope

Officer Spence looks up from his notes. “When did she leave?”

I look at my watch. “Maybe an hour ago.” Exactly two hours and forty-three minutes.

Spence makes a note. “What was she wearing?”

I frown. “Jeans and a t-shirt.” I close my eyes. “A yellow t-shirt”

She was wearing a dress with bright poppies that danced when she walked.

“What about her hair?”

I stare up at the ceiling. “Um, short, dark, spiky.” Long, red, curly. It smelled like lavender and felt like silk.

Spence puts down his pen. “We’ll find her.”

I nod. “Thanks.” I won’t let you.

Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Going Home

He’d worn the gray suit twice before—when he married Fae, his beloved wife of 72 years and when his daughter wed the Jamieson boy.

Otherwise, Bill Hitchings wore the same uniform: faded blue jeans and a flannel shirt. Still did, after passing the running of the farm to his capable daughter.

And now he looked awkward in the gray suit that Fae insisted he wear.

She heard murmurs that Bill would be more comfortable in his work clothes. But some occasions don’t call for jeans and plaid. And this was one of them.

After all, Bill was going home.